Its been awhile

I know its been awhile since I last wrote. So I guess Im in titled to a big old entry.

Things have chaged alot since July. We have moved to a little town in Nebraska. Loving it and hating all at the same time. Not sure how that works but I am. I guess I know the move was for the best of all of us. Will's crazy family was just making Kieron's live miserbile; and he is so happy now. All the kids are really. Have talking to them.... alot... I found that they really like this school and there new friends. Of course they miss there old one. But Im glad my children are happy.
I think I struggle with the fact that I left my friends, the few that I had. The fact that I thought, even though we did the numbers, ran them over and over, we could make it on Wills income alone, it as turned out that we may not be able too. So i have to decided if Im going to put Kelby in daycare and the girls as well; and go back to work. I have some option. I really want to be a home based business owner.... I would love for my uppercaseliving to take off.....it is such a wonderful product. I love what it did to Kelbys room, love it. I can't wait to add it to the rest of the rooms. I debating about buying a bunch of product and making some things and having like a retail show room. This way people could have parties at my house.....Give me the option to also sell what is available.
I have also looked in a company called the happy gardener, all I have to say is OMG. I love this stuff. I dont have a representative in this area. Its a fairly new company and I can be a distributor, that would be wonderful.. Lots of opportunities there. My problem is how do you make these companies work if you dont know anyone.
We have found a church that we all like. It was hard but we did. I can't wait to get to know these families at the church, I might have a chance at getting these two businesses off the ground. Im working it, Im going to do it. Im going to make these business work.
My other option is to open a daycare this area needs some daycares...The state contacted me to see if I would be of interest in doing so. I think Im going to do this until the other businesses take off.
I can't wait to get me my new camera this will give me lots to do. I have always loved photography, my parents would never let do it because of the cost. Well now, Im going to do it.
Live is a stuggle and we all have them. I think we are in a better place I do, I just cant seem to figure out what Gods plan is for us. Why do we have to struggle month to month with finances? I hate that feeling of not be able to buy food for the kids, I could care less if I eat. But my kids need to. I know God never give you more that you can handle, but right now he has. Am I a bad person for saying that. I need a clearer picture of where our life is going.
"Dear God;
If you are hearing this prayer.....Please bless this family. Please give us the mean to do for the kids as we need to. Please forgive us of our sins, for doubting you, for not trusting you.
Please give me a clearer picture of your planns for me. Please give me the opporuntity to be a sahm and still have money for things we need, food, home, clothing, doctors and medicins. Thank you for blessng us with this house and this new job opportunity for Will.
In Jesuses name I pray. Danetta"
Boy I really needed to to type that out, why I dont know. But I did. Things are going to be tough for awhile...But we will make it through.
Please if you have time go to http://dreams.uppercaseliving.net and check out my website for uppercaseliving.