Sunday

Well yep... heres the first sunday of the month.... Oh how I feel depressed month after month... I sit empty inside.... Not really empty... I just feel lost... I need to find my passion...What I want to spend the rest of my life doing... Honestly I think Im going through a midlife crisis... Not the kind where you start picking up strange men and sleeping with them, not the kind that makes you want to leave your family.... The kind where you are not happy with your life because you dont feel like you have done anything statisfy with it.... I honestly have no accomplishments in my life... None, nothing....
So my question today is??????? What is my purpose in life????? Why did God choose me to be unaccomplished, unfulfilled, and unhappy???? Why did GOD choose me to do nothing with my life???? WHat is Gods plan for my life???

Yes Im a mother of 4 beautiful children.... but that cant be my only purpose?? So what is the purpose of my life??? What is GOD's plan???

Now that, that is out... how do find the answers to my question??? Yeah I know pray... I have been praying... maybe Im not hearing... which is possible.. But I new clear answer... I cant read bewteen the lines... Set them out in a clean fashion.... Give me my answers...

Dear Father;
I come to you to ask you for your help... Im lost... I need help... I feel you are not listen to me... I feel like you are letting me down... I need to know that you are going to provide for us... you now our needs, please GOD almighty fill those needs.... I have personal needs... I ask you dear lord to show me the purpose of my life, Im lost lord... Im reaching for you Lord please pick me up and show me the way... In Christ name I pray..... Danetta